hello, sam.

Apr 23
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I think I had an epiphany.

  • Me: You know. I've always thought that my life would end up boring. End up monotonous like most people who end up being successful. Workaholics, but hate their jobs. But I? I think I could be a successful artist if I really strived for it. Maybe I need to concentrate on more than just graphic design. Photography. Maybe I'll continue singing. Maybe I'll actually learn how to play piano some day. Maybe I should continue fashion and sewing. Maybe I should let hair styling stay in the back of my mind, just in case.
  • Daniel: In my opinion, Rhode Island School of Design is an excellent school for artists.
  • Me: I know. That's where I belong. Not California.
  • Daniel: I don't know about your other school in California being so good for that.
  • Me: Though, I've fallen in love with the beach and...well, a boy. The beach will be close to me, anyways. I need to let him go. I'll find someone out there for me. Someone intellectual and artistic. Someone amazing. But I don't need anyone right now.
  • Daniel: True.
  • Me: I feel like I've had one of those moments...where I felt like everything was on the right path.
  • Daniel: Deja vu.
  • Me: Yes.
  • Daniel: Or maybe you just grew up a little more.
  • Me: This is true, also. I wonder what sparked this.
  • Daniel: Life.
  • Me: Yes. But...something in life had to have provoked it, you know?
  • Daniel: I'm not sure how to answer that.
  • Me: Neither do I. Some things in life aren't meant to be answered.