Today was one of those days.
One of those days where everything is complete and utter shit. Horrible, just horrible. I mean. Everything was fine, until…well, shit started going down. Like a damn avalanche. Once one thing started, it just lead to others.
- Shit thing #1: Today I was participating in the Day of Silence. And someone started bitching at me about it, telling me I was stupid. Telling me it was a stupid idea. Just kept nagging at me about it. I finally got fed up and exploded at them. I was pissed off. Then they blamed everything on me. What the fuck is that? It’s stupid. But whatever. I’ve delt with it.
- Shit thing #2: After that I went to the library. It was my lunch period. I was too pissed off and didn’t want to be around everyone. So I go there to do some homework that is due next period. I wanted to be the good student that I know I can be. Well, as I’m sitting there doing my homework. The fire alarm goes off. Whoopee. Now I can’t finish my homework. Hoping that they wouldn’t call an “all clear” until around the middle of seventh hour, I go outside and wait. Of course, with my luck, we got called back in as soon as my lunch hour was over.
- Shit thing #3: I get my period. I cramp. I bleed. I’m bitchy. Oh joy. I don’t have any tampons with me either. Yay. I fucking hate being a girl. So I walk around the rest of the day like I have a stick shoved up my ass, because it was too uncomfortable for me to really walk normally.
- Shit thing #4: I get home and automatically get bitched at by parents. Because there was no toilet paper in the bathroom. What the hell? I wasn’t even home all day.
- Shit thing #5: My friend that bitched at me calls about the fight we got into today during lunch. He just calls and explains himself, but I already know his side. I don’t care. He shouldn’t have bitched at me the way he did. So I’m still pissed off.
Today must be “treat Sam like shit day”. It seems like the world is out to get me. Or the world is trying to avoid me. Both. No one’s talking to me. I feel like shit. It’s just…blah. We all have these kinds of days where nothing is going right. And unfortunately, today is my turn.
