Am I looking into it too much?
I mean. It seems as if it’s so much more than just explaining what it means. It seems as if he was actually trying to say something to me. Something more than just “I miss you”. I’m always the one to over analyze things. Christian even said so. He said it isn’t a bad thing, in fact, it’s a good thing. People that over analyze things always see things for what they are. They read between the lines. They know truth. And I believe he’s correct.
There are two people that seem to know me better than myself, and that’d be Christian and Daniel. They both seem to be able to read between my lines and tell automatically who I am, what I’m thinking, how I’m going to do with life. I think maybe Daniel knows me a bit more though. I can easily hide things from Christian. Or maybe he knows? I don’t think he knows. Now that I think about it. I can hide things from either of them. I don’t want to. And I won’t. But I like playing little mind games. I suppose a form of hard to get wouldn’t be bad? Hard to get without actually…expecting to be gotten of course. Just a way to…see if they can continue to read me, per se.
Speaking of Christian though, we’ve gotten back into talking quite a bit. He goes through these really strange bits of anti-socialness. We’ve been talking every morning. Somehow, he’s awake at 3am (while it’s 6am for me). I don’t know why. He’s been on a lot lately, though. Maybe it’s because he lost his job.
