Why did I ever have hope in humanity?
Everyone is just so…stupid. They allow themselves to get trapped in this hole that they can never get out of. A black hole. Just spinning around and round for the rest of eternity. Seeing and doing the same things over and over again. (Okay, maybe not everyone is stupid, but people that don’t learn from their mistakes are.) Every history teacher I’ve ever had has told me, “History repeats itself unless you change things yourself.” In other words: learn from your mistakes. I mean, if it’s happened this many times before, why let it go on? It’s just going to happen again. This is the reason why I made so many mistakes in the past. I never really thought of that silly quote that my history teachers spew out when someone asks, “What’s the point of learning this?” I figured that meant more than: here’s what you’ll do when you notice Hitler coming back to life. And now I realize it does. It’s a relevant concept of understanding the way life works.
But this is why I don’t date anyone younger than me - and soon enough anyone my age at all - they don’t seem to get that concept. It’s not complex nor complicated. Immature people just can’t quite comprehend doing this. They cling onto these problems because they’re afraid of it getting worse. They’re afraid of it getting out of control. The funny and quite ironic thing about that is, once you decide to let go of this spinning vortex, you’re in control. If you’re in control, how can things go out of control?
Or maybe I’m just bitter and arrogant. I just hate everything.
Intelligent but bitter. Against everything that doesn’t seem right to me.
“The road I walk is paved in gold,
to glorify my platinum soul.
I am the closest thing to God,
so worship me and never stop.”
-Innerpartysystem.
