Let’s play a game.
Yesterday, I woke up to Christian freaking out at me. “Oh my god, we have to play Xbox! Sami, you look stunning! I love your hair color.” I was slightly baffled. He never compliments people. I have to arrange some playing time with him, though. I miss him quite dearly. I mean, Michael loves him. So he should let me. Or so I hope he’ll let me. I miss playing with him. Daniel and I have been talking a lot about leaving people from the past in the past, and live the present, looking forward to the future. I love this concept a lot. And I’m like that. But it would be hard to leave Christian behind. He’s changed my life so much. And he’s a great friend. I suppose we’ll see if he’s meant to still be around. I’m not quite ready to give up yet.
On other news, Daniel and I watched Yes Man last night. It was really strange, though. At some parts. Like. We kind of had awkward moments here and there. Like the part where they kissed the first time. I was like, “Man, I wish it was that easy.” And he was like, “Ya know…” And started typing for a really long time. But never wrote anything. So we started joking about the movie some more. It was a great movie. It just made me really jealous though. I want someone to be impulsive with. I want someone to get mad at me, and have me do crazy things to get them to forgive me. Or rather, I want to get mad at someone, and see them do crazy things to get me to forgive them. I want to spontaneously make out with someone, then end up falling for them. It was perfect. I didn’t expect it to be a romantic comedy at all. I thought it’d just be comedy.
After the movie, we talked about things. Relationships, friendships. Everything. I love how we have the perfect combination of silly and serious. I’ll admit, he inspires me. Well, motivates me might be a better word. He’s helped me with so much already, and it’d been such a short period of time. I mean, at this point, we’re discussing on how we probably know more about each other than the people that live near us know. I mean. I’ve let him get inside my head, and he’s let me into his. We don’t do that with people over here. He says distance is easier.
I agree.
