And it’s coming to a close.
Spring break is officially over. When I woke up at 3 in the morning, today, I realized that. Especially when you weren’t around. You made up my spring break. But…even though spring break was over, things between me and you weren’t over. You came around, and made my morning amazing. We spoke of the weather, as cliche as that is. “Right now it’s clear. Balmy 36 degrees. 1pm it will rain.” he said. And I said, “Right now, it’s 36 degrees…with a chance of snow and go fuck yourself, Chicago.” He find that hilarious. So did I. Then after that, his friend asked him if he’d ever have sex with her. So we got into the conversation of sex. It was a harmless conversation about it. Nothing personal. We just talked about our thoughts on it. We just talked and talked, until he couldn’t talk anymore. His accent makes me smile. I’ve never spoken to someone from Boston before, until recently. But enough of that. School was decent. In Physics, my ear started bleeding! I was like, “What the fuck?” I know my ears aren’t healed yet. But bleeding? That’s never happened before. Whatever. It’ll be okay. In choir, I did nothing. Absolutely nothing. And really? There’s no point of me even talking about school today. Nothing happened. Nothing at all. The same bullshit that constantly happens at school. Only today? No gossip, nothing. How can there not be gossip after spring break? Well, Austin asked me for my gamertag for Xbox today. I gave it to him, regardless if I don’t play anymore. I miss playing. I hope he adds me. Maybe then I’ll be able to play. Or maybe I should just go to his house and play. I miss going to his house. I miss us being close. My friend’s girlfriends always bring me and them apart. I don’t mind. I’m used to it by now.
What the fuck does this all mean? I’m confused by life right now.
